Love like this..? (2)
0 comments Posted by miszolive at Thursday, June 25, 2009 Labels: Love Like This..?The last text message, when was that?
I really missed the time when we were together,
sorry,
that I went through our past,
I had tried to forget but I can't.
Back to when we're still together,
there was quite a number of times when i was not be able to accompany you,
but, your answer would be,
"It's Alright"
I realized that I had been really selfish and only think of myself
I'm sorry that I've made you sad.
You always listen to me whenever I had problems
letting me to let go of my anger towards you
but you still act like it was nothing
and
silently cool me down and give me some space to relax.
Actually,
I had kept all this silently in my heart.
Please..
forgive me for not knowing how to make you happy.
Please..
forgive me for not knowing how to listen to your heart.
Thinking about our past,
I've learnt how to make you feel more comfortable.
Don't give up on me,
Don't act like you doesn't hurt,
Don't hide your feelings from me anymore
and PLEASE..
Don't stop loving me..
That's why,
my biggest and most sincere
SORRY
is just for you.
For everything that I have done to you.
Maybe it is my fault why we're not together anymore..
but it is too late for me to realize it..
SORRY..
My new project.. (Love Like This..??)
0 comments Posted by miszolive at Thursday, June 25, 2009 Labels: Love Like This..?In this project, i will share with you guys some touching poem ( i think so ) which I wrote it myself. But, some of this poem has a little bit resembles me.
HIHI.
It is not really a poem though.
Well, my love story is a bit painful to me, so sometimes I think to write something related to it so that I can share with other people how much pain he left for me.
Besides that, I also wrote about sad memories I had in mind.
Just to share it with you guys.
The first one has been posted few days ago, and i will keep on posting a new one.
Hope that i will not hearing any critics because I'm not really good in making poems you know.
I only passed my literature subject back when I was in school.
HEHE
Love like this..?
0 comments Posted by miszolive at Tuesday, June 23, 2009 Labels: Love Like This..?May i ask, who is she?
but when i asked, you are always laughing and won't admit it
Sometimes, I really want to ask
because i really want to know if I have some space inside your heart
whether I am the person in your heart
You don't have to admit it and say it out loud
you can just use your eyes and silently confess to me
so that I can make the very first move
to find the reason
to let us becomes lovers than just friend.
Actually, I have wanted to tell you quite a few times
that the taste of my love is so sweet and you can find it nowhere other than me
but, I can still give you my sweetness
eventhough she held your hand and caress you head.
this is just to show, how much I like you
When you look at me smiling,
Looks like the rain has stopped falling
and today seems to have a special warm
at that time
the world suddenly became quiet,
the birds stops chipping,
the winds stops blowing
then, tell me..
how do you describe that moment?
Is it love?
or
is it just a normal feeling for you?
No need to tell me,
as long as you understand
and
you know
how much I like you,
it is more than enough.
And one thing for sure,
I have
FALLEN
in LOVE with you.
This one is for real and it is for you...
Kisah aku dan diri ku
5 comments Posted by miszolive at Monday, June 22, 2009 Labels: Geng Budak Siput, It's About ME, Ragam seharian kuLet me share ngan korang sume kisah tentang aku mula dari saat kelahiran aku smpai sekarang.
September 1991 (My mum just told me today)
Pukul 9.oo a.m, my mum mula rasa tak kena dgn perut dia. Rasa mcm sakit2 sikit, and my mum dapat agak yg dia akn beranak pada hari itu. So my mum kemaskan beg2 dia dulu (she can still bear with the pain). Then my mum tried to call my father, but still cannot. Memandangkan my dad punya time kerja dah habis, so my mum buat keputusan utk tunggu je la. Bayangkan, sempat lagi my mum masak nasi and cuci selimut dalam tunggu my dad. Dulu hidup kitorang masih susah lagi, washing machine pun tadak, apatah lagi kereta sampai 2 3 buah macam sekarang. Beberapa minit before my dad arrived, my mum's ketuban pun pecah. Kesian my mum, she had to bear the pain. Huhu. Kronik juga kisah kelahiran aku ni. Then, when my dad arrived, she quickly told my dad.
Mamy: Auk.
Nurse: K, jampat2 d tama kitu. Begarik apa semua d.
Sepanjang aku dalam tempoh nak membesar, aku rasa aku la the apple of everyone's eyes. Yala, yang paling kecil bah. bayangkan, jarak umur aku and abang ku yang paling tua is 10 tahun. and jarak ngan kakak ku adalah 8 tahun. Nak kata aku ni manja, tak jugak la kot. bagi aku la.. tak tau bagi abng n kakak ku. HAHA!!!
Skarang ni aku bsyukur la aku masih ada Daddy, Mummy, Boy, BB, Aki (grandpapa), Ini (Grandmama) n kazen mazen serta aunty uncle yg syg kat aku bnyak sgt. Aku bsyukur gak yg aku dilahirkan bukan sbagai anak yg slalu nak marah2 ibu bapa, besar2kan suara kat diorang (tym kecil dulu xtau la). Tp suruh2 diorang esp my mum ada la.. HIHI!! Kelimpah arinyak, aku pun ada gak kwan2 yang masih sayang kat aku. GBS and POCK. eventhough my GBS skarang ada masalah sikit ngan salah seorng member kitorang. Tp xpe, benda yg dah lepas tu biarla lepas. i already let it go, and now, i just wait for her to talk to me first. Maybe ya agi berdendam ngau aku. Nda pa. Wah! Sempat gak ku mentioned abt that problem.. HHAHAH!!! see you until the next post!!!
Edison Chen buka butik di Malaysia?? ^_^ GossHH!!! ^_^
0 comments Posted by miszolive at Monday, June 22, 2009 Labels: Edison Chen
KACAK dan berpengaruh, bintang Hong Kong yang banyak merobohkan tembok hati gadis ini ternyata tidak lagi mampu membendung kenakalannya.
Pada saat dia berasa dirinya masih seorang raja, ‘tentera’ alam maya menyerang apabila tahun lalu aksi nakal seorang Edison Koon Hei Chen atau Edison Chen, 28 , menggauli lebih setengah dozen wanita dipertontonkan di seluruh dunia tanpa sedar.
Sebanyak 1,300 keping gambar dan video lucah Edison telah menggemparkan dunia.
Pelakuan seks dengan beberapa wanita termasuk aktres terkenal Gillian Chung, Cecilia Cheung dan Rachel Nga menambahkan lagi predikat lelaki buaya darat bagi aktor yang cukup terkenal dengan lakonan dalam filem hebat seperti Internal Affairs, Initial D dan Trivial Matters ini.
Selepas ribut tersebut melanda, Edison digam, biar telah membuat permohonan maaf secara terbuka, banyak hati yang terguris. Aktres seperti Gillian dan Cecilia memikul malu yang luar biasa sehingga menyepi sebentar daripada dunia hiburan.
Sementara Edison pula terbang ke Amerika Syarikat sebelum bulan lalu dia bagai mendapat nyawa baru dengan muncul di khalayak ramai. Dia juga kembali dengan jenama pakaiannya, CLOT Inc. yang menyaksikan kolaborasi dengan Nike dan Bathing Ape.
EDISON dikerumuni media dan peminat ketika merasmikan butik Juice miliknya di Bangsar, Kuala Lumpur.
Setelah diterima baik oleh Hong Kong, Edison meluangkan masa ke Malaysia untuk merasmikan Butik Juice Kuala Lumpur di Jalan Telawi 5, Bangsar. Butik itu adalah miliknya yang diusahakan bersama dua teman dari Hong Kong dan Malaysia.
Di sini, buat pertama kalinya dia bertemu media Malaysia.
Malangnya, Edison enggan bercakap tentang insiden lampau dan menggariskan soalan yang boleh diajukan hanyalah menjurus tentang pembukaan cawangan perdananya itu, yang turut menjual pelbagai jenis jenama termasuk Nike dan Adidas.
Disambut hangat oleh lebih 1,000 peminat setianya yang menanti di luar butik sejak pukul 10.00 pagi, Edison berkongsi cerita selama 20 minit dengan media tentang butik tersebut dan kehidupannya secara ringkas selepas insiden skandal seks itu.
Bagaimana kehidupan anda selepas insiden tersebut? Pernah rasa putus asa selepas apa yang menimpa?
Lepas insiden itu saya pernah rasa putus asa. Tapi saya tak boleh melepaskan kehidupan saya begitu sahaja. Atas sokongan semua orang termasuk teman-teman, saya tak mahu lagi bersedih dan meneruskan kehidupan saya seperti biasa. Bisnes ini adalah salah satu cabang perniagaan saya sekarang.
Kenapa memilih Malaysia untuk membuka Juice Kuala Lumpur?
Kebetulan saya bertemu dengan rakan niaga, Edwin Chong yang mahu berkongsi aspirasi dengan saya menjalankan perniagaan ini.
Saya memilih untuk membuka butik di Malaysia kerana saya percaya stail dan fesyen di sini mempunyai persamaan seperti fesyen di Hong Kong juga Taiwan.
BISNES fesyen kini menjadi cabang kerjaya terbaru Edison.
Fesyen saya lebih kepada street fashion (fesyen jalanan) yang sesuai dengan pasaran Malaysia. Lagipun, di sini ramai masyarakat Cina dan saya percaya butik ini akan sukses.
Selain butik, apa yang anda lakukan sekarang?
Jujurnya sekarang saya lebih selesa bekerja di sebalik tabir. Saya kini mempunyai rumah produksi sendiri dan saya senang untuk berada di belakang pentas mengeluarkan produk-produk dunia hiburan.
I don't want to be...
2 comments Posted by miszolive at Sunday, June 21, 2009 Labels: It's About ME, Ragam seharian kuwaahh, now is already 4.22am, but me still cant sleep. haiyoh, what's wrong wif me? lately I can't go to sleep early as in 12, or 1 am ( i consider that as early ). everytime, it must be around 6 - 9a.m, then i can go to sleep. nah, the results, i will ofcourse wake up very late. just like this morning, i mean yesterday.. i woke up at 5.30p.m!!!! waahhaaaii!!! i just cant believe it!!! haha!! i woke up even later than my brother. HHAH!!! but plis do not label me as a lazy gurl, bcause im not really lazy. keh3.. sometime only baa..
the title?? i don't want to be?? herm, because it is very late already, so sometimes i will become very emotional ley. hihih.. what i don't want to be??
1. I just don't want to be a girl without any success. in MALay, kejayaan la.. cannot find the suitable words. hihih. it is because, in my family, everyone has their own success and everyone earned their own money. I would like to feel the excitement on spending my own money like my money wouldn't finish. huhu. i wanna buy a lot of things, i wanna give my parents some money for them to spend on their personal items (not on paying bills, etc.). So that is why I must be a very successful daughter of my family. eventhough i m the youngest.
erm, i think i will have to continue this post next time. my laptop's battery is going to reach the bottom line. HAHAH!! wah, cannot tell you how much i wish that my english would be very good. wonder why i keep on writing in english eventhough my english is not that good? because we all learn from mistakes right?? if you can catch up any spelling or grammar mistake, please don't hesitate to tell me. it shows that you really care about my english. hahha!!! dui pu chi. wo de ying wen shi pu hao. errkk!! is that correct? my mandarin is not good too. but don't talk bad things about me in mandarin bcause i can catch it upp.. HAHAHA
aduhai...
2 comments Posted by miszolive at Saturday, June 20, 2009 Labels: It's About ME, Ragam seharian kuherm, it has been a long time since i wrote about my own life. haiya, now i am very nervous and tertanya2 ley.. about maktab.. bila la dia unya results mahu kluar?? atleast umumkan la bila dia punya results mahu kluar.. don't make people keep on waiting blindly.. haiya.. dah la laman web emoe.gov mala jak sikdapat masuk..
naa.. i oso want to take this oppurtunity utk ucapkan congratulations utk my friends yg dapat tawaran utk sambung blajar.. let me first staRT with POCK.
Peony: something related with account. HAHA!! di politeknik kuching. congratulation!!!!
Olive (aku la nyak): still waiting for maktab, but terima tawaran dari UiTM tp maybe tak pergi.. huhu
Caroline: DUnno what her course but my kawan said, she will spent 1 year in UiTM Shah Alam and then she will go to IRELANd.. WAHH!! My kawan akan jadi seorang DOcTOr ler.. hihih
finally,
KAyrell: pergi Taylor College kat Subang. bunyi mcm Taylor Swift jak.. HAHAHA!!! after 1 year, nti ya mujur she will go to Canada. waaa.. pergi jumpa sama itu Simple Plan ley.. dia ambik course Engineering.
congratlationss!!!! saya akn ttap doakan kejayaan my friends and for my success too.. keh3..
oya, today broke my own record. HAHAH!!!! i woke up at 5.30pm!!!! waaa!!!! hehehe...
Rumors - Edison Chen ft. Gillian Chung
0 comments Posted by miszolive at Sunday, June 14, 2009 Labels: Edison Chen
both of them looks really cute!!! but i love edison more.. HAHAH!!! for edison's lovers, don't miss out to watch this MV.
More Than Words ( Edison Chen version )
0 comments Posted by miszolive at Sunday, June 14, 2009 Labels: Edison Chen
He was so cute and good looking!!! waoo!!! I don care what scandal he had now. haha!!! semuanya bcuz he was very handsome!! he had a very cute voice there. hehe
hello fellas!!
3 comments Posted by miszolive at Saturday, June 06, 2009 Labels: It's About ME, Ragam seharian kuYo!! HAHA!!! Gawai Was over, but the feeling is still here. Like Gawai wasn't over. My Gawai was really great. Everyone was balik kampung and celebrte it together. Now, still tired so i won't write panjang2. Later, i will upload the photos we snapped time tu keyh? see yahh!!!
Zee Avi (born Izyan Alirahman, also known as KokoKaina; (born on 1986) is a Malaysian singer-songwriter, guitarist, and ukulele player. She was born in Miri, Sarawak, on the island of Borneo. She moved to Kuala Lumpur when she was 12. She studied fashion design at American InterContinental University in London.
Avi originally posted a video of her first song on YouTube because one of her friends had missed her first performance in Kuala Lumpur, so she created a video on YouTube for him to watch. He convinced Avi to leave the video up, and soon she received positive feedback, which inspired her to put more videos on YouTube. After she was featured on YouTube, she was signed by Brushfire Records, which is partly owned by Jack Johnson. Her song "No Christmas For Me" is featured on Brushfire Records's 2008 Christmas album This Warm December: A Brushfire Holiday. Her single "Bitter Heart" was first to become available on the US iTunes store, and her full self-titled debut album was released on May 19, 2009. On the day of her album's release, YouTube featured her on the front page in Spotlight: Music Tuesday. She is currently touring the United States.
Zee Avi is just 23 but she’s an old soul. A huge talent in a petite frame bringing a universal message from the unlikely birthplace of Borneo, an ancient island east of Malaysia which remains an untouched, natural paradise, an apt description of her songs.
How Avi came to record her debut album in L.A., the first joint release from Ian Montone’s Monotone Label and Jack Johnson’s Brushfire Records, is a true 21st century tale of the way the Internet has transformed the music business and shrunk the globe in the process.
Born in the tiny town of Miri in Sarawak on the island of Borneo, Zee grew up near the South China Sea in a liberal, encouraging household where her father owned an energy consultancy. “I was bred to be a lawyer,” she says, but music was in her blood. Her father’s father sang and played double-bass, accordion, violin and guitar in bands.
At age 12, Zee moved from Borneo to Kuala Lumpur where she has been based since. At 17, Zee started locking herself in a room for hours on end to learn to play guitar. Guitar took a back seat for 4 years while she was studying fashion design in London. When she returned to Kuala Lumpur, she picked the instrument back up and began writing songs and performing with a band.
Zee began recording her songs on a webcam and posting them on YouTube for a friend to hear. “I remember getting so excited when there was one new comment from some random person I didn’t know… One read ‘I’m lost for words - I shall favorite it and ponder if that’s OK,’ ” which was written by Kris Rowley, a U.K. singer-songwriter with a YouTube following under the name Zzzzzzzzap. He began posting her videos on his site, which began a viral snowball effect.
The day before her 22nd birthday, Zee posted what she intended to be “my last video,” a holiday song, “No Christmas for Me.” By the time she checked her e-mail Avi had almost 3,000 messages including a slew of label offers. One email came from Ian Montone, who had been shown the YouTube clip by Raconteurs’ drummer, Patrick Keeler, prompting Montone to get in touch and offer to release her music on the Monotone Label.
Before she knew it Zee was on a plane to L.A. to record her debut with producer Robert Carranza at Brushfire’s Solar Powered Plastic Plant. “No Christmas for Me” was then featured on the holiday charity album, This Warm December, A Brushfire Holiday, Vol. 1.
With an eclectic pool of influences that range from such eccentrics as Cat Power, Regina Spektor, Leonard Cohen, Tom Waits, Jolie Holland, Daniel Johnston and Chris Garneau, to jazz greats Billie Holiday and Ella Fitzgerald, to classics like Velvet Underground and Led Zeppelin, this self-described “rock lover at heart” captures the dark, bittersweet qualities of romance with a crack left open for hope and optimism.
From the sensuous scat singing on “Honey Bee” to the sultry break-up song, “Is This the End,” recalling the existential longing of Peggy Lee’s “Is That All There Is,” Zee is hopeful of finding love, but equally aware of lurking heartache.
The songs on Zee Avi’s debut are about an outsider’s desire to belong and the tentative hope of moving on, filled with regret and loss, but boasting an impish, worldly wise sensibility.
“I tend to be a loner,” she nods. ” ‘Honey Bee’ is about a romance between two nonconformists who are different from the rest of the hive, and are trying to avoid the pressure to be like everybody else.”
“Just You and Me,” the first song she wrote on ukulele, has a ‘20s New Orleans swing jazz vibe.
“I get my melodic feel from the simplicity of classic jazz, people singing what they felt with straightforward lyrics and not too many harmonies,” Zee says. “Just a lot of honesty. I’m a girl of simple pleasures.
The elemental acoustic guitar of “Story of…” is enhanced with an Eno-like ambience that add to its shimmering quality, while “Poppy” is autobiographical “with a little bit of poetic license” that looks back at the demise of a two-year relationship.
“My stuff is pretty dark,” Zee admits. “Most of my songs are about the reality side of romance, outlets to vent my emotions.”
While her live experience amounts to playing gigs in Kuala Lumpur, Zee appeared this January on From the Basement, the U.K. TV webcast/broadcast that has featured Radiohead’s Thom Yorke, Damien Rice, the White Stripes and the Shins. From the Basement will also air on the U.S.‘s IFC Channel.
From Malaysia to Los Angeles, Zee Avi is enjoying the ride and ready to take on passengers. “I’m still pinching myself” she gushes. “My parents always told me it’s important to keep yourself grounded. I’m thankful, but at the same time, I just want to jump through the roof. It’s been a pretty amazing journey, getting to work with some really wonderful people, a blessing, really.”
Zee Avi’s Monotone/Brushfire Records debut returns that blessing…and then some.
Monotone Records is owned by Ian Montone, whose Monotone, Inc. manages the White Stripes, M.I.A., The Shins, Vampire Weekend, the Raconteurs, Against Me!, Cold War Kids, Crookers, among others.
Brushfire Records is owned by Jack Johnson and his manager Emmett Malloy and is home to artists like Rogue Wave, Matt Costa, Neil Halstead, Money Mark, G. Love, Mason Jennings, ALO and Zach Gill.
Zee Avi - Honey Bee, Bitter Heart, Kantoi, and Monte
0 comments Posted by miszolive at Friday, June 05, 2009 Labels: Favourite song, Malaysia, Zee Avi
Another video from Zee Avi
Zee Avi - Kantoi ( Sing ALong )
0 comments Posted by miszolive at Friday, June 05, 2009 Labels: Favourite song, Malaysia, Zee Avi
this girl is zee avi. She is Malaysian. and i am proud of her. HAHA!! favourite song ku tok..
