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Yesterday, when I was watching the final episodes ( 2 hours ) of HOuse, I got the idea of asking a guitar from my brother since he had just received his money from his online bussiness, MoreNiche. At first, he looks like he doesn't wanna buy it and he said,

M.B (my brother) : What is the use of the guitar? You don't even know how to play it.



Me: I can learn. I found a site which teach people to play guitar. I can also ask dad to teach me. Pleasseee.....

M.B : I ask you to do articles for me, but you refused. Then, I think I have a right to refuse kan?

I didn't answer him. I keep watching the Tv and thinking of a way to persuade him to buy me a guitar. He also falls into a deep silence. Then, I thought of an idea. So, I went towards him and said,

Me : Do you remember who makes your breakfast, lunch and dinner?? Do you remember who wakes you up eventhough she has nothing to do early in the morning? Do you remember who made you coffee whenever you requested? Do you remember who help you to buy your things???

He just smiled and keep online-ing.

me: Pleaasssee!! I promised I'll do even better if you buy me guitar.

M.B : Why do you need guitar? You want to be like Yuna (one of Malaysian indie singer)?

Me : No, I don't even minat her. I want to be like Taylor swift.

we both laughed.

Then, House start lagi. So, I went back to my seat. After 10 minutes, i heard him saying,

M.B : What kind of guitar do you want? Acoustic? Classic?? or do you want electric guitar??

Me : Electric guitar?? NO! I want classic guitar, but i must be expensive.




Then I saw him doing some clicking and

M.B : FUyoo.. your guitar is very expensive!

I run towards him and take a look. And hell yeah!! It's expensive!! The shipping cost itself has already reached RM100++.

Me : Goshh.. It's expensive!!

The both of us keep looking.. After I made up my mind which guitar I wanna buy, then he realised that the online shop doesn't have any delivery to Sabah and Sarawak!!! Shit!!

M.B : Opss!! No delivery to Sabah and Sarawak.

Me : Huh?! Shit!! Then what to do?

M.B : Aiyoh, just look for a music instrument shop in Sibu and buy it for yourself.

Me : No way!! I only know one shop yang ada jual which is Farley. I don't wanna buy it there. Guitar kapok ya!

M.B : What to do. If Sibu doesn't have any music instrument shop, then, no need to buy la..

Me : No!! I'll ask my friends.

Then, I quickly ask my friends in Sibu whether they knew a store yang ada jual music instrument. After my friends reply, now that i know there is quite a lot kedai yang ada jual music instrument ddi sibu tok. I rushed to tell him and then,

M.B : I've changed my mind. If you want me to buy you a guitar, you should help me to do some articles.

Me : Huh?! Aiyoo..
( I am very lazy to think and compose an article, plus, my english is not very good )

M.B : My decision is tetap and no one can change my decision. The day that you finished your articleS, I'll bring you to buy a guitar for you and myself.

He hand me his thumbdrive.




M.B : This are the articles which you need to changed. Good luck!!

Me : Chis!

At last, I have to bertolak ansur with him. It was his money after all. I've just finished my first article and is ready to do the next one. I need to work hard for my guitar for my passion towards music. My birthday is on next month, and I really hoped for a guitar as my birthday present. I hope he remembered my birthday ( remind him already. HEHE). Just wish me luck so that I can finish all 41 articles. huhh.. 41 more to go!! Aja!! Jia you!! I can do it!! i'll work hard for you guitar!!!

Let me share ngan korang sume kisah tentang aku mula dari saat kelahiran aku smpai sekarang.

September 1991 (My mum just told me today)

Pukul 9.oo a.m, my mum mula rasa tak kena dgn perut dia. Rasa mcm sakit2 sikit, and my mum dapat agak yg dia akn beranak pada hari itu. So my mum kemaskan beg2 dia dulu (she can still bear with the pain). Then my mum tried to call my father, but still cannot. Memandangkan my dad punya time kerja dah habis, so my mum buat keputusan utk tunggu je la. Bayangkan, sempat lagi my mum masak nasi and cuci selimut dalam tunggu my dad. Dulu hidup kitorang masih susah lagi, washing machine pun tadak, apatah lagi kereta sampai 2 3 buah macam sekarang. Beberapa minit before my dad arrived, my mum's ketuban pun pecah. Kesian my mum, she had to bear the pain. Huhu. Kronik juga kisah kelahiran aku ni. Then, when my dad arrived, she quickly told my dad.

waahh, now is already 4.22am, but me still cant sleep. haiyoh, what's wrong wif me? lately I can't go to sleep early as in 12, or 1 am ( i consider that as early ). everytime, it must be around 6 - 9a.m, then i can go to sleep. nah, the results, i will ofcourse wake up very late. just like this morning, i mean yesterday.. i woke up at 5.30p.m!!!! waahhaaaii!!! i just cant believe it!!! haha!! i woke up even later than my brother. HHAH!!! but plis do not label me as a lazy gurl, bcause im not really lazy. keh3.. sometime only baa..

the title?? i don't want to be?? herm, because it is very late already, so sometimes i will become very emotional ley. hihih.. what i don't want to be??

1. I just don't want to be a girl without any success. in MALay, kejayaan la.. cannot find the suitable words. hihih. it is because, in my family, everyone has their own success and everyone earned their own money. I would like to feel the excitement on spending my own money like my money wouldn't finish. huhu. i wanna buy a lot of things, i wanna give my parents some money for them to spend on their personal items (not on paying bills, etc.). So that is why I must be a very successful daughter of my family. eventhough i m the youngest.

erm, i think i will have to continue this post next time. my laptop's battery is going to reach the bottom line. HAHAH!! wah, cannot tell you how much i wish that my english would be very good. wonder why i keep on writing in english eventhough my english is not that good? because we all learn from mistakes right?? if you can catch up any spelling or grammar mistake, please don't hesitate to tell me. it shows that you really care about my english. hahha!!! dui pu chi. wo de ying wen shi pu hao. errkk!! is that correct? my mandarin is not good too. but don't talk bad things about me in mandarin bcause i can catch it upp.. HAHAHA

herm, it has been a long time since i wrote about my own life. haiya, now i am very nervous and tertanya2 ley.. about maktab.. bila la dia unya results mahu kluar?? atleast umumkan la bila dia punya results mahu kluar.. don't make people keep on waiting blindly.. haiya.. dah la laman web emoe.gov mala jak sikdapat masuk..

naa.. i oso want to take this oppurtunity utk ucapkan congratulations utk my friends yg dapat tawaran utk sambung blajar.. let me first staRT with POCK.

Peony: something related with account. HAHA!! di politeknik kuching. congratulation!!!!

Olive (aku la nyak): still waiting for maktab, but terima tawaran dari UiTM tp maybe tak pergi.. huhu

Caroline: DUnno what her course but my kawan said, she will spent 1 year in UiTM Shah Alam and then she will go to IRELANd.. WAHH!! My kawan akan jadi seorang DOcTOr ler.. hihih

finally,

KAyrell: pergi Taylor College kat Subang. bunyi mcm Taylor Swift jak.. HAHAHA!!! after 1 year, nti ya mujur she will go to Canada. waaa.. pergi jumpa sama itu Simple Plan ley.. dia ambik course Engineering.

congratlationss!!!! saya akn ttap doakan kejayaan my friends and for my success too.. keh3..

oya, today broke my own record. HAHAH!!!! i woke up at 5.30pm!!!! waaa!!!! hehehe...

Yo!! HAHA!!! Gawai Was over, but the feeling is still here. Like Gawai wasn't over. My Gawai was really great. Everyone was balik kampung and celebrte it together. Now, still tired so i won't write panjang2. Later, i will upload the photos we snapped time tu keyh? see yahh!!!

herrm, now is 7.26a.m. . Most of the school leaver must be still sleeping and dreaming while rolling in their bed but me, I have to stay awake (eventhough i'm sleepy) because, I saw one strange-acting man outside of my house. He didn't park exactly infront of my luar rumah la, but he acted strangely. Sitting there (kat motorcycle) and staring kat rumah2 org2 kat sebelah aku. Then, my brother called me and ask me to kunci gate. maybe he saw him when he kluar rumah tadi.

Then I kunci gate dgn secepat yang boleh. Sambil2 tu, i took a glance to him. errm, pelik gak. That guy seems so familliar to me la. After I masuk balik ke rumah, I curi2 lihat dia dari atas. Ya!! He reminds me of someone!! He reminds me to my EX-bf. Whew, I don't kknow whether it's him or not. But, both of them look nearly the same. The side view, the sitting style, the hair, the helmet. Hanya motorcycle jak lain. But I guess itu hanyalah khayalan aku. ( BUT THE STRANGE GUY DID SIT Infront of my HOUSE)

ahh!! now he's leaving! Thank God. Apa la itu org. duduk dpn rmh org pagi2. Xda rumah ka? Haya.

Thank You so much for those who read my blog. I just want to ask for forgiveness because I may not updating my blog in these few weeks. I will be very busy in my preparation for Gawai DAyak. For your information, Gawai Dayak is a celebration for the Ibans in Sarawak Malaysia. We will be celebrating it in the 1st June. We have to prepare a lots of things. The foods, drinks, our clothes, our home decoration and bla, bla, bla...

hermm, lemme share with you just a few things about Gawai Celebration in Sarawak.

Present Day of Gawai Dayak

The word Gawai means a ritual or festival whereas Dayak is a collective name for the natives races in Sarawak; the Iban, Bidayuh, Kayan, Kenyah, Kelabit, Murut and a few more. Thus Gawai Dayak literally means the Dayak Festival.

The mode of celebrations varies from place to place. Preparation starts very early. Tuak (rice wine) are brewed and traditional delicacies like penganan (cakes from rice flour, sugar and coconut milk) prepared. As the big day approaches, everyone will be busy with the general cleaning and preparing the food or cakes. On Gawai eve, glutinous rice are roasted in bamboo (ngelulun pulut). In the longhouse, new mats will be laid out on the ruai (an open gallery which runs through the entire length of the longhouse). The walls of most bilik (rooms) and the ruai are decorated with pua kumbu (traditional blanket).

The celebration starts on the evening of 31st May. In most Iban's longhouse, it starts with a ceremony called Muai Antu Rua (to cast away the spirit of greediness), signifying the non interference of the spirit of bad luck in the celebration. Two children or men each dragging a chapan or winnowing basket will pass each family room. Every family will throw some unwanted article into the basket. The unwanted articles will be tossed to the ground from the end of the longhouse for the spirit of bad luck.

Around 6 pm, miring (offering ceremony) will take place. Before the ceremony, gendang rayah (ritual music) is performed. The feast chief thanks the gods for the good harvest, ask for guidance, blessings and long life as he sacrifices a cockerel. Dinner will then be served at the ruai. While waiting for midnight, the folks gather and mingle at the ruai and berandau (talk/converse). Meanwhile, drinks, traditional cakes and delicacies are served.

At midnight, the gong is sounded. The tuai rumah will lead everyone to drink the Ai Pengayu (normally tuak for long life) and at the same time wishing each other "gayu-guru, gerai-nyamai" (long life, health and prosperity). A procession up and down the ruai called Ngalu Petara (Welcoming the Spirits) will follow. The celebration by now will get more merrier. Some will dance to the traditional music played. Others will sing the pantun (poems). In the town, the Dayak will gather at the community centres or restaurants for a enliven the evening.

Other activities that may follow the next day include cock-fighting ( now WE cannot do thins thing anymore. It was illegal ), demonstration of blowpipe skills and ngajat competitions. On this day, 1st June, the homes of the Dayaks will be opened to visitors. In the longhouses, there is a practises called masu pengabang where all guests will be served with tuak by the host before they can enter the longhouse. Dayaks will attend a church mass to thanks God for the good harvest. Gawai Dayak celebration may last for several days. Visitors are most welcome to the homes of the Dayaks during the festival.

Hmm, last time the celebration used to be like this in my mum's village. But, the tradition is slowly being forgotten by people. Now, we just celebrate in an ordinary celebration. They were just enjoying themselves and no one cares to celebrate it the ways the elders usually does. Luckily, I had once experienced it. It was FUN!!!!!HUH!! Hopefully, this year Gawai will be very fun and unforgettable one. HAHA! My English was TERRIBLE!!!

Jako Lalau ngagai semua bala kehak, Lydia, Kayrell, Angela, Caroline, And Bla, bla, bla:

uit!! Lalu ngagai kmpung ku 2hb June tok keyh?? Bc another gawai ba kmpg ku. Gawai Antu a.k.a nyungkup. HAHA!!! Mesti datai k??? 3HB or 4HB kitai plak serbu rumah panjai Lydia. Oya, my kmpg is Rh Radin, Sg Menyan Sibu. Enti kita tesat, jerit jak nma ku, aku akan muncul secepat kilat. HAHAH!!!

(This is NOT a poem)
here it comes again..
afternoon..
which i don't really like..
i'm home alone, waiting to ba accompanied..

i have to cook,
i have to do the housework..
i'm not complaining,
but i'm tired of it!

I can't believe it,
my mum can stand those pain and tiredness,
just to make sure we get enough food and live in a clean and comfortable house..
maybe I just don't understand..
wait till I become like her..
having my own house,
having my own kids,
managing my own house..
who knows..

The loneliness..
I can't bear with it anymore!
I'm alone..
I'm left alone..
No one to talk to..
I was like a palm tree grows in a jungle..
eventhough many other trees besides me,
but I still alone..
there is no other tree like me..
we're from different species..
same goes with me..
eventhough,
there are many people in this house,
but i'm still alone..
NO ONE UNDERSTANDS ME!!
No one needs me..
No one will look for me if I run away..
No one will ever care to look after me if i'm sick..

and,

no one will love my family and friends especially POCK as much as me...

will you feel the loneliness I felt if I'm gone?
can you tell me how much you miss me, if I'm gone?
will you look for me, if I was missing??
will you cook for me if i'm hungry??
will you cool me down if i'm angry???

answer me...

you're not even looked at me...
you're not even wanna c my face..

what have i done to you??

WHAT I'VE DONEE ( Lagu Linkin Park )

Happy Mother's Day TeyMeow!

hmm.. this year our Mother's Day kitorang sambut ala kadar je.. hihi.. this is how it goes..

first, Mummy bawa me and BB to Sing Kwong lama.. ambik hp yg direpair sminggu yang lalu... Then, kitorang pergi beli nombor.. huhuh.. my abg punyer okk... then, sementara tunggu mummy buy the ticket, I snapped bbrapa gmbar diri ku ini...

First pic...


sorry yer.. this is my sister.. dia ni pemalu cket.. khakhaka


My 2nd pic of the day.. HAHA!!!


She still refuses to take gud pic with me!!


Last2.. aku ambik gambar sendiri lagi..

Then, my mum arrived.. then, ku suruh jak mumy ambik gmbar ngan aku..

candid..


Me: Oh! Tu kalu mangah gambar d..


MuM: EE!! Nda manah gambar tu.. buai tu.. peda mat ku bc double chin..

Me: Auk.. Gambar ku nda manah meh..


MuM: HA! Tu bahu manah...


I still pujuk her to ambik gambar...

Then, we headed to central market.. on our way...

mcm biasa... hihi


carlsberg?? errmm.. baru ku perasan, kat Sibu ni bnyak ek pub2...


can you see the green building?? It's the highest building in SIbu!


swaylin?? Do you know her?? The Iban surely know!!


Pintu gerbang sibu lar..

Then, kitorang balik rumah la.. Balik kat rumah, kitorang start ngan BBQ kitorang... but 1st, tgk dulu gmbar2 yg sempat aku snap otw balik rumah..

Chakk!! HAHA!!

Lastly..Mum, u r my only one!! HaPPy MoTHer's Day!!!! I LOVE YOU MUMMYYY!!!!!!

OWH!!!!! This morning, I accompany my GrandMAMA to the hospital utk ambik darah.. I woke up at 6.45 a.m... Then, we went to the hospital. Sampai kat hospital, banyak org mmg dah menunggu.. Then i ambik number.. Number 50.. fuyoo!! By the time, baru jak number 16.. We have to wait for 20 minutes like that la... Then, when it is our turn, i masuk and bring my grandmama masuk.. I aturkan kerusi for her and the "pengambik darah" ready herself... She tancang my grandmama punya tangan.. and she sapu2 kan the cold2 liquid to my grandmama's lengan.. Me standing at behind esen2 not afraid of it... and I sempat laugh to young chinese girl who stands besides me ( she is accompanying her mum i guess ) with her hand lingering at her neck.. HAHA!!! takut la nya...

P.D.G: APU!!! LAPA GA D??!!!

Me: Hah.. Ndai nama2.. lemi tulang...

P.D.G: Takut d pia?

Me: HA?? Ndai lah... Nda patut ku takut... ( huhu )

P.D.G: Manah meh nyak.. Enti d madah d takut tadi, ka tucuk ku d..

* I just smiled and quickly bawa my grandmama's out of that room... (takut ngai ke indu nyak amat2 ka nucuk ku..

I don't believe it!!! I AM SCARED OF NEEDLE????? NOOO!!!!! back in my home, I always watched CSI, Midsomer murder ( kadang2 jak ) ... Then I quickly ask my mum...

Me: Mi, urg medical check up bc ngambi darah ka??


Mum: Lapa d nanya deh? Nadai selalu ya.. urg semina nguji ai kemi d...


Me: AMAT D?? huh... nasibb....


Mum: Takut d pia? Legi ku ngasuh urg nucuk d ga maya d medical checkup ila...


Me: Nda mai d ku ila...


*she just laughed.. ( I hope she main2 jak ngau apa dipadah ya tadik! )

HAHA!! after my interview, i went back home and wait for LYDIA to come. Ya ka dye buk warna hitam so aku adalah pengedye buk for Mamy, Krel, Lydia and next, Belynda! wah.. tak sangka aku berbakat.. wahkakak.

Then, petang tu, kitorng ada la celebrate majlis ppisahan kat KFC. maybe for Lydia yang nak masuk Matrix or UiTm.. HAHA!! Maybe for me too... UiTm or Maktab.. And Angela.. Matrix or UiTM... huh... it's a hard decision.. kakaka... Kitorang janji nk makan pukul 2.30 but akhir2 it started at 4p.m!!! OMG!!! HAHA!! Sebab? Hanya kami yg tahu.. kikiki..

The Cake And Me..

Lydia, Me and The ticket.. Rm3 Only..

with the numbers...

Showing our peace..!

me and lydia..

wow.. banyak benda blaku hari ni.. haha!! today, i woke up at 6.00a.m. Mesti la, i'm having my KPLSPM interview today. whew, i am very nervous. I took my bath and got myself prepared. Bukan apa gak ku neves, aku belum well prepared gik. The interview thingy I haven't finished reading it, the current issue I'm not very sure how to elaborate it well. Kikiki.

Back to the story, I arrived at Sk. Abg Ali (PPG Sibu kat sia bah) by 7.20a.m. then I masuk and sign banyak2 benda then waiting for the INSAK test. While waiting for the INSAK test, kitorang disuruh duduk and tunggu la.While waiting, I looked around the place and HAHA!! I jumpa satu banner pasal PPG Sibu yang ada muka uncle I. Mungkin time gambar tu diambik, diorang tengah meeting kot. ANd my uncle's face tunjuk macam yg dia tgh boring. HIHI!! Sempat juak ku tetak nanga gmbar ya. Ni ndak org nok nunggu sia heran jwak nnga ku. Huh! boleh gik ku relek2 sik prepare. haiya.. Sangat berani...

First, we buat our INSAK test. We were given 30Minutes and I think I only use 15minutes. HAHA!! But the place is very cold!! I can see my interview fren is shaking. HAHA!! me too. My hand jadi pucat sbb sejuk sangat.

After the test, kitorang start with our group interview. Sebenarnya, my group ada 7 orang, but 1 person didn't turn up, so, hanya 6 orng saja. Our group interview topics is about

1. Described your co curricular activities in school
2. How the co curricular activities benefits you.

hah!! At last!! it is now time for me to update my blog. kikiki.. curi tulang ku sebenarnya.. org lain packing, tapi aku writing something dalam blog plak..

oya.. last night i said that my phone was missing but thanks to God, my phone was actually left out kat kampung aku. HAHA!! risau ku pok phone ku hilang. Banyak memori melampau ku ngena phone nyak.. Nasib mai hp ku nda nyau. Malang nya, maya aku ba kmpng, batery hp aku plak flat. Pulai ku tadi, APU!!! myuh2 msg datai.. HAHA!! (chewah, rasa cam popular lah tek)

Esok, I will go to Bintulu untuk menghirup udara yang tak segar sangat. Release tension lok bah. And oh, Kayrell pegila interview maktab. WAKAKAK!! GUD LUCK FREN!!

Petang tadi meda GIG ba Sing Kwong baru. Boleh tahan la. Banyak bakat yang ada tapi yang aku kechiwa sangat, sound vocal dia tak dengar sngat. Aku minat satu lagi kumpulan kalau tak silap nma kumpulan tu RADIOHOLIC. HAHAH!!! diam2 jak la.. Cute2 gak owh.. HAHA!! :P

n, ok la.. my post for today will end here. And ya, kesian kat Aril kan? hmm... Takpe.. KEEP On Afundi HAFIZ!!!

gerek ku ilang!!! waa!! missing in space!! what shud i do??!!!

no more,

1. singing voice,
2. gentle voice from you
3. light that you shine for me when im in darkness..

yay!! HAHA!! After 3 days i didn't post anything, today i got the chance to write something. HIHI.

Yesterday, i went to the cinema with Kayrell n my sister to watch movie. The Sniper la apa lagi. Wow!! I like it!! especially Edison Chen la. HAHAH!!! Tapi ya kuar mmimit jak la. Padahal, last2 ya yang lead bh. HEHE. Nama Edison Chen ba diak is OJ, Richie Ren plak Hartman and the other guy is Lincoln. WOW!!! Sigat2 sida 3. HAHA!! Macho, body pun nmpak tough. I like it when the 3 of them just wearing singlet and sluar askar ya. kacak eyhh! HAHA!! Lincoln hair was inda messy but he still look very charming. KALAU AKU DIBERI PELUANG SEKALI LAGI UNTUK MENEMBAK, AKU AKAN GUNAKAN TAKTIK DIORANG!!! HAHAHAHA! Hold your breath for a fast shot or control your breath for a slow but pasti kena punya! HAHA!! i like the end part where the 3 of them lari bersama! Wearing black singlet!! OUCH!!!! Sigat udu2! HAAH!!!

Then i teringat laki cko yang kerja ba cinema nyak. Ngegeh udu2. Ka mai french fries pun nda ulih. Haiya! Ukai bc urg pun maya nyak. Ukai kami muai sengapa pun. Last2 utk membendung kefrust-san, kitorang bgambar kat panggung wayang. HAHA!!! Legi ku minta ba krel gmbar2 nyak. KAKAKAA!!!!

Haiyoh.. Later i need to dye balik my hair to black. HAHA!!! kena interview pok, ni ulih ngna buk kaler2? Ila dah ku diinterview, warna merah, pin, n cokelat buk ku kaler ku. HAHA!!!

and ya, lastly, AFUNDI HAFIZZ!!!!

wow!! today was a very exciting, tiring and messaging day. Haya! I received a lot of sms today. i need to delete it for 4 times today! Walao!! because of the maktab results and one wierd guy. Haiya. Dunno where that guy got my new number. Don't tell me that i need to change my number lagi. Me oso tired ey tukar number. HAHA!!

my day today was not very diffrnt from d other day. The diffrnce is, my parents is here. Hihi. as usual la, if my parents here, i will start jadi lazy lagi. HAHA!! i woke up at 11.30 this morning! waseh!! indu dara ngapa. HAHA!! lelak ku, malam tadi beribun ke anak mayau. HAHA!! alasan jak pok! Bangun2 jak, i saw 1 message from Krel.

haha!! Just now i checked EMOE to check for my maktab temuduga results. HAHAH!!! and i got it!! yess2!! baru jak temuduga.. HAHHAH!!!

wahha.. today is my happiest day!! all of a sudden, my streamyx seems to get back to it's senses. HAHA!! Ada meh? last nite, i slept at 1a.m. watching korean drama (Snow Queen) but i din watch it smpai habis. very sad ley. hihi!!

then, this morning, i had to wake up at 5.00a.m. aiya, een waktu school pun i didn't get up that early. HAHA!! i was following my parents to sarikei. First hantar my sis to SK Lichok la. On our way, I merasmikan my car modulator which i bought yesterday. HAHA!! to prevent me from sleeping dalam kreta but, towards the end, i feel asleep. LOL!

We reached Sarikei at 7.30a.m. Then i rushed to the bedroom and sleep until 10.45a.m. HAHA!! my mom as usual la. Watching every single dramas kat tv ( IT's True!!). Then, i had my breakfast at 11. Then i go to mandi bcuz i didn't mandi tadi ba Sibu bah. HAHA!! Laban it has been a while i haven't madi dalam bathtub, so i mandi dalam bathtub la tadi. waseh! i'm taking my sweet time to mandi. nearly 45minutes!! LOL!!! Enjoyed it very much ley. My rumah di Sibu pun didn't have bathtub. HIHI!! My mom masak la by the time.

Lepas mandi, trus having lunch. Waseh. Lama nda makai makanan sengapa. kikiki. Sambil makan, sambil watching tv. it's a drama of Malaysia collaborate with Phillipines. Waseh!! Jericho Rosales and Awal Ashaari (btul x spell?). I like both. Both were very charming and they look slightly alike. HAHA!! Kembar la tek.

Then, 3.00p.m, i went to sleep again. Very boring eyh Sarikei. by 5.oop.m, we balik Sibu. on our way to sibu, Agnes Monica sang her song. I took out my hp and owh, its kayrell.

This song reminds me of someone. And i would like to take this opportunity to say Xie Xie for all you have done to me. Thank you for ended everything. Thank you for telling me that I no longer have any place in you. Thank you for everthing that you have gave me. I will always remember our memories. Thank you for once giving me happiness that i have never had. Whenever I remember your voice, singing with me, I could smile even when i'm sad. The new girl, I'm giving you my blessing. And I prayed that both of you will do your very best to maintain your relationship. Not to repeat our mistakes. I remember when I saw you with her, I saw how your eyes seeing her. And I saw how happy you are, that i learned to give you up. One thing that i keep bear in my mind, I'VE LoST YOU. Thank you for making me cry...